sombr — My Body Isn't Ready

It’s the Fourth of July
My friends wanna catch the tide
How I wanna go, but I’ll stay home
Wish you could stay the night
But I am scared of the light
I don’t want you to go (oh-oh-oh)
I like you but my body isn’t ready
I want you but the mirror won’t let me
I try to be the person you’re expecting
But I’m not ready, I’m not ready
And now I’m out of school
And I met someone knew
Does she just like me for the things I do
Now I’ve got nothing to prove
But my mind still goes back to you
And being young and having nothing to lose
I like you but my body isn’t ready
I want you but the mirror won’t let me
I try to be the person you’re expecting
But I’m not ready, I’m not ready
If I could crawl out of my own skin would you let me in?
If we could just be those kids again, maybe I could swim
I like you but my body isn’t ready
I want you but the mirror won’t let me
I try to be the person you’re expecting
But I’m not ready, I’m not ready
I like you but my body isn’t ready
I want you but the mirror won’t let me
I try to be the person you’re expecting
But I’m not ready, I’m not ready