Yanga Chief, Oxlade & Thatohatsi — What If (Mgani) [Remix]

Yeah, what if I never had money?
What if I never had gain?
What if I walked in the spot without them knowing my name?
Would I still love 'em the same?
What if I didn't have shoes or a watch or a chain?
What if I didn't have a coat for the rain?
What if I never recovered from that valley of pain?
Yeah, would I still love 'em the same?
Sometimes I sit and wonder, if the Holy Spirit lived within,
Then why I'd be feeling like He a distant lover?
Like that dude in your math class,
You talked to him every day, but truth be told,
Y'all don't really know each other.
Let's get under the surface, Lord,
Why I keep running from You and hiding from purpose?
Man, this just ain't working.
I thought giving You my life meant it's gon' be perfect.
I guess feeling Your love make it far more worth it.
Sometimes I feel like I should run away, but Lord,
I know You're not the one to blame.
Even through my doubts, You never change.
Lord, what if I never had You?
What if I follow my flesh and move the soul cap?
I still remember that trip when I just broke down.
Was in that hotel room, going through it by myself.
It felt like I was living inside a ghost town.
What if I never met the girl of my dreams?
What if I never found peace but was stuck in between?
Come to think about it, it was like the peace found me.
Elohim filled my tank when I was stuck on E.
Yeah, caught in the disillusion.
If it don't lead you to Christ, it only bring confusion.
Was busy running in circles, I wasn't really moving.
But now I'm slowing down the pace,
You could say I'm cruising.
Tryna move with intention so I could stop bruising.
All my wounds self-inflicted like I've been abusing.
I was out of my mind, I was under influence.
I turned pain into passion, I put it in the music.
Put it in the music.
Sometimes I feel like I should run away, but Lord,
I know You're not the one to blame.
Even through my doubts, You never change.
Lord, what if I never had You?
Sometimes I feel like I should run away, but Lord,
I know You're not the one to blame.
Even through my doubts, You never change.
Lord, what if I never had You?